Some want Spain and some want France

For those who are counting down to Christmas, they're is only 4 days left. Yay.

Right now I'm watching my oldest nephew, who turns ,3, on Jan 4.

On the 19th I turned 22. I didn't get anything special, Mom says I don't deserve a thing as I need her aide throughout the year. Same goes for Christmas.

Dad claims he'll be getting me something. I wonder what it is, if he does.

According my Uncle's statement, I apparently love one parent more then the other.
I was like "Oh yeah.". I love it when he makes judgement on matters he has no voice in.

Oh barrels of laughs.

Its not like I don't love my Mother, or Father for that matter.
I just know they never wanted me and that they don't like me. Like c'mon, my own Mother has told me she hates me to my face. And yet I am suppose to respect this person? Sorry, I have a difficult time respecting that. As for my Dad, we had a weird relationship. He favoured my sister more then he did me. I just remember I got treat poorly by him until I got older. I remember him throwing a remote at my head cause I was laughing and mom didnt do anything about it. I know for a fact he wished my mom had an abortion, my mom told me this. Somedays I think she wished it too.

Sometimes I wish they had.

Hmmm, what else is there?

I will not be posting for a few days after this post, because I will be at my Sisters for the holidays.

I wonder if I could find a weight loss calculator...Hmmm. I will search for that and post it up ASAP.

I will be over the moon if I actually achieve my goal. I have good faith I will.

You know what I do not get? Athiest who celebrate Christmas. Now how can you celebrate something you do not believe in?

Anyways I'm getting a bunch of Happy Belated Birthday wishes from people. I personally don't talk to half of these people simply because we've grown apart since High School. Some I do miss and some I don't.

Anyways thats enough bitching for one day.

Onward to the news!

Brittany Murphy has passed way at 32 years old.

From what has been reported the 8 Mile and Uptown Girls actress, who just turned 32 last month on the 10th, was found unconscious by her mother, Sharon Murphy and her husband, Simon Monjack. First off, a Mother should have NEVER found her child this way.

Her husband made the 911 call and also does not want an autopsy, but one will be preformed on the late actress. Brittany went into cardiac arrest when in the ambulance and died shortly after, from what I have read.

Overall most are in absolute shock. And can you blame them?
A young, youthful, healthy actress suddenly has died. It is been stated her death is of natural causes also.

Sad.

And on a sadder note, Murphy's number one New Year resolution for 2010? To have her first child. May she rest in peace.


Until next time.